Salutations ladyluck5210
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Cheryl Jackson
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Fw(0): aloha
How are you feeling today?
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Cheryl Jackson
Did yu kill it? But i have thе honour to hold his majestys commission in a territorial battalion.
Even whеn thеy said you were a villain. How long has it been? Thе horse marines 1911 thе rt.______________________________
14.05.2014 12:48:13
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Cheryl Jackson
Did yu kill it? But i have thе honour to hold his majestys commission in a territorial battalion.
Even whеn thеy said you were a villain. How long has it been? Thе horse marines 1911 thе rt.______________________________
14.05.2014 12:48:13
Thursday, April 18, 2013
salutations
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Enough wit places one above his equal; too much of it lowers him to the rank of mere entertainer.
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Enough wit places one above his equal; too much of it lowers him to the rank of mere entertainer.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Embarrassed
11:48AM
So I'm sort of embarrassed to see what I've written on here. It's so sad. I feel so unaccomplished. I know I didn't set my sights too high here. I've just lost all the rhythm and inspiration. All the best vibes I had for this band seem "cancelled". Right around the time the actual show was cancelled. I feel beaten and alone, and I must say I don't have any inspiration or want of losing weight right now. It's a new low for me. I'm not depressed - at least not on the outside - but today I'm realizing just how much time I've wasted; all these false hopes. I'm feeling dejected right now.
I've been spending nearly all of my time reading. And that's fine, but when you combine it with NO exercise and no food restricition, it's not all that great. I feel smarter, sure. (<<< And that's great.) But I don't feel lighter. In fact, I weigh 10lbs less than where I first started! :( Damn! That. Just. Sucks.
I know. I should be saying stuff like, "get back on the horse, or try, try, again" but I'm being realistic here. I first started gaining on Halloween. Haven't lost a pound since. I ended the year off with a total of 7,355 minutes of exercise and that's great! I'm proud of that! But all my energy that I once had, all that resisting I've done seems like a waste and an embarassment. I could do it before, but I can't do it now? What's up with that?! Well, no seems to get this, but I did it all for the band I love! Now that I don't "love" them like I used to . . . . UGH! It's . . . embarassing that all my energy and all that "wanting to lose weight" came from a love for a band. It's only embarassing because I can't find any inspiration elsewhere. I'm totally bummed out about that. All this has been one depressing blog post, but I've nothing else to say. I know we're supposed to revolve around the positive of every situation but right now . . . I don't know. I'm not going to give up. But I'm about a thread away from saying "to hell with it".
I don't want to let my MFP buddies down. I really don't. I just need them to know this is a hard time. I really don't want them to give up on me. I appreciate their support more than they'll ever know. And it hurts when someone deletes you because "you don't seem to be making an effort". If you think about it, that logic is completely backwards! We're supposed to be supporting our friends when they're at their worst, help them when they fall! Don't delete them and kick 'em while they're down! I didn't appreciate being deleted and I'm VERY raw about it.
Anyway... I'm going to try. I WILL.
Don't give up on me just yet.
12:08PM
So I'm sort of embarrassed to see what I've written on here. It's so sad. I feel so unaccomplished. I know I didn't set my sights too high here. I've just lost all the rhythm and inspiration. All the best vibes I had for this band seem "cancelled". Right around the time the actual show was cancelled. I feel beaten and alone, and I must say I don't have any inspiration or want of losing weight right now. It's a new low for me. I'm not depressed - at least not on the outside - but today I'm realizing just how much time I've wasted; all these false hopes. I'm feeling dejected right now.
I've been spending nearly all of my time reading. And that's fine, but when you combine it with NO exercise and no food restricition, it's not all that great. I feel smarter, sure. (<<< And that's great.) But I don't feel lighter. In fact, I weigh 10lbs less than where I first started! :( Damn! That. Just. Sucks.
I know. I should be saying stuff like, "get back on the horse, or try, try, again" but I'm being realistic here. I first started gaining on Halloween. Haven't lost a pound since. I ended the year off with a total of 7,355 minutes of exercise and that's great! I'm proud of that! But all my energy that I once had, all that resisting I've done seems like a waste and an embarassment. I could do it before, but I can't do it now? What's up with that?! Well, no seems to get this, but I did it all for the band I love! Now that I don't "love" them like I used to . . . . UGH! It's . . . embarassing that all my energy and all that "wanting to lose weight" came from a love for a band. It's only embarassing because I can't find any inspiration elsewhere. I'm totally bummed out about that. All this has been one depressing blog post, but I've nothing else to say. I know we're supposed to revolve around the positive of every situation but right now . . . I don't know. I'm not going to give up. But I'm about a thread away from saying "to hell with it".
I don't want to let my MFP buddies down. I really don't. I just need them to know this is a hard time. I really don't want them to give up on me. I appreciate their support more than they'll ever know. And it hurts when someone deletes you because "you don't seem to be making an effort". If you think about it, that logic is completely backwards! We're supposed to be supporting our friends when they're at their worst, help them when they fall! Don't delete them and kick 'em while they're down! I didn't appreciate being deleted and I'm VERY raw about it.
Anyway... I'm going to try. I WILL.
Don't give up on me just yet.
12:08PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
November 23, 2011
6:42AM
Just saw Breaking Dawn pt. 1 yesterday. :) Tomorrow's Thanksgiving. The scale can wait!
6:43AM
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Saturday, October 1, 2011
October 1, 2011
3:21PM
I've made up my mind on my plans for October..
3:25PM
I've made up my mind on my plans for October..
- To workout 1,000min total.. (at least)
- To workout 5/7 days of the week
- To hit the 40lb mark
3:25PM
Friday, September 30, 2011
September 30, 2011
10:41PM
Happy birthday Jo. Umm this is the last day of September.. The month in which I would've seen my favorite band in concert. Luckily they're back on tour now. Yay. :/ I wanted to freakin go.
Tomorrow I'll be really back on track. I've set my goals. See ya September. It could've been more.
10:44PM
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