August 2, 2011 - August Challenge Day 2

1:02AM
In the other room, I hear The Addams' Family theme. Sitting here in bed, completely bummed and somewhat embarrassed. I mean I just marked the trip on my calendar yesterday.. I feel soo sad that I wasn't that excited in the first place, and even more sad to feel relieved that it's been cancelled.
It's no one's fault. I know that.
As for my August Challenge, today doesn't seem to look any brighter. I think I have no willpower today. We'll see. I don't see myself getting in exercise or counting calories. I'm not a quitter but I hate feeling hopeless. I feel like I have nothing to work for. I feel that I'll get back on track, I just don't know when.
Tomorrow I go to the dentist.. yippee. The plan for today is to pick up my grandma and visit my aunt.. And to heal from the shock of what's just transpired. *hint hint*
1:09AM

音楽

8:40PM
This morning there was sadness in the air. Still in shock. A little depressed.
So today we visited my grandma and aunt. Played Parcheesi with the Gone With The Wind theme playing in the background, and then headed off to Mimi's Cafe. We were thinking about Christmas gifts. I'm already excited! As for my August Challenge, today wasn't all that great. I'm only on my second bottle of water! Tomorrow, we go to the dentist.. But I think it'll be okay. BeautIful sunset tonight.. :) Ahh, brings back delightful memories. :) :) I feel stuffed. Tomorrow, I hope to detox. I planned this day for months.. This restaurant, the dessert. Everything. Let's get back on track please.
8:46PM

11:26PM
Sitting in bed, thinking. I had a pretty good night tonight. My mom, sis and I were making jokes and talking. Mainly about the band. :) We love them. I was talking to my mom about the trip being cancelled and she says it feels like there's been a death in the family... She gets choked up. I had to swallow my tears at that moment. When I see the tickets, or the green GA bands from the last concert.. I could just cry. There was many laughs to end the night with and for that, I'm thankful. Good night.
11:31PM