Yesterday I tried to enter Day 9 from my ipod, but when I added the pic, I guess it just didn't work. Sad that it looks like I missed a day but whatever.
As for yesterday, food-wise.. need I say anything I haven't said before? It didn't go well. As for today, seems like I've gained a little. Ugh I can't shake it. Today I'm gonna try my hardest! I sound stupid I think. I keep saying that I'm going to succeed but I can't even behave for ONE day. I hoping today will be the day. Yesterday, we ran some errands. Went to Wal-Mart, the Corrales library and then to Rose Garden. Our favorite little Chinese food joint. I watched A Nightmare On Elm Street. The new one. And then I watched Curse Of The Golden Flower. Read a little of The Bad Queen. I'm a little more than halfway done.
Today I woke up with a smile on face. I had a good dream. In the dream I was helping Paul and his friend with the internet. I had to use my iPod and somehow I had to go through my Facebook page to get to like, Google, or something. Next thing you know we're at my house on the kitchen floor. Paul\'s in the dining room, watching us. His friend with the golden hair, lovingly touched my cheek and then started fixing my earrings. My sister walked out of her door and saw him touching me. It looked as if he had just kissed me. I didn't want her thinking that, so I got all nervous. But he just kept fixing my earring as if she wasn't there. She walked back in her room and that was that. Then he said something kind of loud and it woke my mom up. I had to yell something back at her like "good night" or something. Then she walked in and asked me about the internet. She didn't even care that I was on the floor with two boys in the house.
I think two days ago, I said I was going to write down the 4 dreams I had.. But I only remember one. Paul was in a classroom. I handed him a bag of cut up bananas and they were all soggy and gross. I was walking out and he yelled something about the bananas that embarassed me. Then I sat down next to him and he was painting a tree with blood. It was beautiful but at the bottom is was blue. Didn't look like blood but I knew it was.
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Ahh good news!! I just remembered my dreams. Because of my genius to email them to myself so I wouldn't forget. AND.. I just emailed one of my favorite authors. The author of The Bad Queen - Carolyn Meyer! Yes, ladies and gentlemen Carolyn Meyer is a all-time favorite. I've practically grown up with her books. Specifically her "royal" books. I love all things renaissance and royal. Marie Antoinette and Anne Boleyn are two of my favorite people. :) And yes, she written amazing books on both. Actually, The Bad Queen is about Marie Antoinette.
As for the dreams (charms) one was where I was in the parking lot and I saw C standing by his car. I approached him slowly. The car was not new and it was black. I called his name but he proceeded to get in. I called again, louder this time. He got out his car and looked at me. He smiled I think. I told him that I didn't want to be one of those crazy fans.. but that I absolutely loved him. When he heard this, he walked towards me for a hug. I told my insides burned and that I was nervous. He hugged me longer. I told him my hands were fucking numb. I think later in the dream I knew that I had a piece of paper and a camera lol. I wanted to sign, but I felt like just another stupid fan of his. He was very sweet.
Another dream I had was that we were at a Chinese food restaurant. I ordered fried rice with lo mein on top. Big plate. I was with mom, Michelle and TL. Two girls came up to us and asked if we wanted a cigarette.. I wanted to say yes. They walked out. I ran after them.. and pretended to return their lipgloss and asked for that cigarette once I was out of my family's sight. I walked back inside and hid the cig in my pocket.
Another dream was that I was rearranging or cleaning the fridge. Michelle was behind me. I saw a couple desserts in there. I remember carrot cake. She didn't want to mess with it. I accidently dropped it but it was in a container so it was okay...
Just got a wonderful reply from Mrs. Meyer. She understands my story.. just what I needed. :) Maybe... just maybe. never mind.
2:00PM ~ Michelle's still sleeping..
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